Phew study so much for bct only 1/4 of my study come out....... so sian.... quite a lot quite dont noe how to do............. think this exam screw up they set the standard so high ......... k now exam over lei think must find wk cause now going dry lei....But feel like slacking lol.......... As for SM now and me i dont noe when can be normal again. Haiz
Finally pass all the test now get ready for exam........Hmm today at train see two type of person..... First One is a women squeeze btw a hole in the sit of the middle of the sit..... make a women have no choice have to give her the sit...... Second one is the woman one person take up too place of the sit..... LOL think some ppl must really be considerate a bit..... Wed see a movie called 13 game of death....... Wow cow the game must eat shit sian.... so digusting if ppl eating that time sure will spilt out wan loh..... Until now think i have a crush on her ba...... Cause now not so like her lei...... But i still wish can tok to her noramlly and she dont nid avoid me.... But still still avoiding me..... Dont noe when can stop this....
Today why forgot to bring the concent form to sumakue trip... I scare XF been scold because of me, if they wan scold me lor.. sian i bring down my own charterisitc down..... Hope next time they still can trust me. If not i will SOB SOB.... neXT time i will be more serious on everything i do.... IF not next time time they will not trust me anyomore! So must be serious in everything i do.... Yesterday ask YF to help tok some a gd word for me to SM hope that wk.... As now dont wan SM to accept anything just wanted to be frienz... But since like very hard cause she since like still ignore me... Tml got firework wish she can go ba.... But i scare i go there then she again ignore me then actally she happy then become not happy then i might as well dont go let her have fun there.... Anyway want her to be happy then i will be happy lei
ooooo today have MLT prac test.... lucky it still easy if not die le........ People say if u like a person tell her first if not dont regret it in the furture.... Now i told the person le got the ans le.... Even though the ans is no.... We can still be frienz rite? But why she keep running away from me... Cant tok like frienz ma? Am I the that scary that she keep running away form me.....LOL hope i can tok her like last time.... But think is hard always I come here she will go away.... Anyone read it can give me some comment???
Why i write this how to solve the problem i make? Cause if I never give her the letter, until now I think now we r still can tok a lot... Now like stranger like this..... How i wish time can turn back and then i dont give her the letter.... And Now we still can tok like no body bussines...HaHa I tok nonsence....Today try to tok her again then nothing happen.. She just nooded her head only.... How i wish i can tok to her like last time can tok abt anything...... NOw it look like become very long distance to tok to with her lei... Can see that they very bz on the project... hope they doing well... Hope she can rest well cause see her like very tired.... As long as she happy I will be fine ba, even thought it is hard to tok to her... Hmm must really study lei left few wk exam and many test coming up... Hope all my frienz can do well in all test and exam. last but not least wish her every day be happy
Think i make the wrong move..... Should not give the letter to SM.... Now i make a mess of myself and it getting away form me. If never give her the letter maybe i now still very gd with her... Now it is all the mess....... She since like runing away form me and cold towards me..... Today at station wanted to tok to her wan... But see her my courage all gone..... then when i taking other train see her opposite train feel like want to following then but think she dont wan me follow lei.....LoL all my though..... i also tok abt lve who read it also will sian rite..... But if i dont tok abt this my mind will have lot of problem inside and i will go crazy one.... Just send a msg to say why she so cold toward me think i make a wrong move again.... Should not send the msg to her... Like this fri more no face to meet her..... Somehow i think she is rite study should come in first as my study now is so poor..... Nid to buck up....... But i dont noe why i also think of this not realated to study one.... Maybe i still like her ba....... Sad Boy
