How to I solve the poblem which i make my own

Why i write this how to solve the problem i make? Cause if I never give her the letter, until now I think now we r still can tok a lot... Now like stranger like this..... How i wish time can turn back and then i dont give her the letter.... And Now we still can tok like no body bussines...HaHa I tok nonsence....Today try to tok her again then nothing happen.. She just nooded her head only.... How i wish i can tok to her like last time can tok abt anything...... NOw it look like become very long distance to tok to with her lei... Can see that they very bz on the project... hope they doing well... Hope she can rest well cause see her like very tired.... As long as she happy I will be fine ba, even thought it is hard to tok to her... Hmm must really study lei left few wk exam and many test coming up... Hope all my frienz can do well in all test and exam. last but not least wish her every day be happy

make the wrong move

Think i make the wrong move..... Should not give the letter to SM.... Now i make a mess of myself and it getting away form me. If never give her the letter maybe i now still very gd with her... Now it is all the mess....... She since like runing away form me and cold towards me..... Today at station wanted to tok to her wan... But see her my courage all gone..... then when i taking other train see her opposite train feel like want to following then but think she dont wan me follow lei.....LoL all my though..... i also tok abt lve who read it also will sian rite..... But if i dont tok abt this my mind will have lot of problem inside and i will go crazy one.... Just send a msg to say why she so cold toward me think i make a wrong move again.... Should not send the msg to her... Like this fri more no face to meet her..... Somehow i think she is rite study should come in first as my study now is so poor..... Nid to buck up....... But i dont noe why i also think of this not realated to study one.... Maybe i still like her ba....... Sad Boy

Dont noe what to tok abt

Today reach sch.... See her dont noe what to tok abt.... Maybe i should take the initiative to tok to her first ba... Today after eating lunch go and collect thing dont noe how to say............ I just post up the photo to u all and see ba....... Today see her wanted to tok to her but when near her miind all blank sian........ Then i think tml can ba........... One word love is complicated....... Maybe i should be frienz with her ba and fogot abt that kind of thing lei...Maybe her decision is rite we study first then think of lve again.

Is a failure

Yesterday first day at sch the only thing i wan noe is whether the ans is yes or no..... And finally got the ans is no... A bit dissapointed when she said her ans.... But nvm i respect her decision..... Some ppl said love one person dont nid also with her.. Just see that she always happy then i will be glad.... Spent the last month of sch life...... Yesterday i a bit hash on the msg to her, i at here say sry to her whether she noe or dont noe is ok just wan to express my feeling here if not like very sry like that.... Whenever she nid me i will help her. Even we cant be couple we still can gd frienz rite? k write until here anyone can tell me do i have chance to chase her again ma? And do i still have chance? Anyway i at here wish her very day happy

Dont noe sucees ma?

Today many thing happening.... First we go around the sch and ask ppl wan to go sumakau trip.... All the ppl said it will get back to us mean very little chance will go.... Dont noe why when we do half way WQ and WT they start scolding each other, i also dont noe what reason they scolding for. I just ask WT to go aside to stop them scolding each other..... Other hand is today go to expo for the 80% discount for popular thing wow it got a lot of thing at there... I like the dog which can put hp or other accesoory thing e.g. like mp3, it is very cute..... Also at there saw worm 4 game feel like buying it but never bring enough cash so never buy,maybe next time then buy or forgot it..... Hmmm today pass SM a letter abt i like her and dont noe whether she will accept me ma? So sian dont noe she will accept? If she dosent accept me then nvm loh we still can be gd frienz.... rite haha...... But if she say yes i will treat her the best of the best i can give her? So wating ans whether can or not?

Final finish this wk

This wk is a two day have test.... Luckily it is easy test.... puss.... today BCT practical i think very long long then start doing the practical dont noe i do corrct ma...... Lol so nervous during test time.... Hp spoil so sian nid go repair...... dont noe i got how many percent got chance chase until?

It so hard

OOO first wk of sch has just pass... And three Hong Kong student have join us for 6wk for GEP program.... Hmmm they seen quite ok ba.... One quite gd looking haha........ Hmmm going finish two yrs lei and going army soon.... Sian i dont how to express myself and now i become total sadness.... Wish can go out together again....